American Flannel - Steven Kurutz

I had a very Colorado thing happen to me when I ordered this book. I was super excited to read it and it arrived in my mailbox at about 5 or 6 pm. I bundled up and put my poodle, Geddy, on his leash for a short outdoor trip, where both of us crossed over ice and snow, only to find that my mailbox on this particular day had completely frozen shut and there was no way I could open it. I trudged back inside, I was really bummed about my mailbox, and it struck me how much I was looking forward to reading this book. I ended up getting my mailbox open the next day - which brought some sunlight and a few more degrees of melting - and then I read this book in about a day and a half. I could barely put it down.

I loved the stories in this book and I couldn’t get enough. Some of the facts in the book are a combination of staggering, tragic, and embarassing to Americans like me. I had to empathize with the towns that were built around fabrics, textiles, and textile products where the entire town was deserted after a process or product being outsourced. In this book, there are towns where suddenly, thousands of people who had textile jobs no longer have those jobs, and it’s truly overnight in some cases. This won’t be a spoiler for anyone who has lived this sort of experience. For me personally? It reminded me quite a bit of the mining industry being halted in Leadville in the 1980s. One day, everyone had jobs. The next day, no one did.

What happens after the mass textile layoffs is the underdog/comeback story part of this book which I won’t go into too deeply so I won’t spoil it. The author follows three or four mavericks who are dedicated to making different kinds of textiles in America once more, after it’s become so lucrative to outsource that it’s almost foolish to not. Socks, flannel, and hoodies are all included in textiles/garments that almost become lost arts for the United States. I loved every storyline in this book, and each person the author follows stands out to me as an admirable character. The story I liked the most was about the sock-maker in Alabama.

If you walk into Melanzana’s outdoor apparel shop in Leadville, it’s easy to get swept up in the newest season’s colors of hoodies. Personally, my brain starts spinning up with considerations about which hoodies or dresses I am going to buy, because there are limits to how many you can buy each year. Yet, what’s always impressed me most about Melanzana is that as a customer, you can see the sewing operations happening right behind the check-out desk. There are uncountable rows of sewing machines and usually sewers at work. It doesn’t get more local than that! A part of me yearns for a tour of the sewing area, yet another part wants to accept the mystery. I personally don’t always do great artwork if someone is watching me or standing behind me. So, I try to not stare too hard.

But I have to stare a little bit. I have to admire everything clothing-wise that’s made in the USA. American Flannel only made the enterprise of making quality, local clothing more admirable to me. I think at this point in time, there’s a solid popular understanding of the perils of fast fashion, for customers, for workers, and for the environment. The book does address the difficulty of affording clothing that isn’t fast fashion or from overseas, both for families and for businesses. Fortunately, this book considers the marvelous, championing steps that are taken to make quality and affordable clothing in the USA. I had a sigh of relief over this, thank god it wasn’t about $300 jeans, or even $100 jeans.

All in all, I felt like after reading this book, I knew each person and place, and maybe I even kind of knew the sewing machines. It’s like the sewing-floor tour I’ve always wanted.

Medium Moment: My Favorite Watercolor Papers

I learned early on in my deep dive into watercolors that not all papers are created equal. It’s good that I learned this. I suspect that, for some people, they never learn this lesson and they may give up on watercolor after using disappointing paper. For some blessed people, maybe it doesn’t matter. For me it did, here’s what I ended up liking the most.

Traveler’s Notebook No. 27 Watercolor Paper

For an off-white paper that shows blended colors well and is fun to draw on, with little tooth or little exaggerated texture, Traveler’s Notebook 027 Watercolor Paper is my favorite.

I realized as I was writing this blog that I don’t even know if Traveler’s Notebook 027 Watercolor Paper is hot press or cold press. I poked around a bit on the Traveler’s Company website and I couldn’t find an answer to this. Being someone who usually likes cold press papers, I would think it’s cold press but I don’t know for sure. I thought about why hot or cold isn’t listed in the product information, and maybe it’s simply not important to most Traveler’s Company customers in this case. I will admit that when papers say they are acid-free, my mind kind of skips over that, I take that as a given and not much of a feature that I need to see on paper. Maybe there’s a lesson in this, there’s no need to resist trying something that’s a bit mysterious, or something with selling points that aren’t even close to the typical bullets listed on a product page.

Strathmore Watercolor Postcards


This paper has a good texture and size. I found myself enjoying drawing animals on this paper. It’s small and low-risk to use, I made a couple ‘dud’ watercolors and I didn’t feel like it was the end of the world. It’s a great paper for warming up, and also for finished pieces. With all of the pieces I finished, I didn’t want to actually put them in the mail without an envelope first!

Fabriano Artistico Enhanced Watercolor Block - Extra White Cold Press - 100% Cotton

This Fabriano cotton paper is the best paper I’ve ever used for anything, ever. It made everything turn out perfect. If anything didn’t look good, it’s because of my own mistakes, not because of the paper or paints or supplies. This paper has a medium-high level of texture, which I think turns out beautifully.

The only thing wrong with this paper is that after using it, other papers can seem a little like a disappointment. I get over this feeling eventually, but it really is noticeable after using this paper.

How I found my forever paper(s):


What’s worked for me best is combining and trying different types of paper, and even drawing or watercoloring on one type while I’m waiting for another to dry. It’s a good way to observe differences. Here’s a day where I was working on the Fabriano cotton paper and also a Traveler’s Notebook page:


And Oops I did it again -

Sometimes, just going off of branding and price has led to good discoveries for me with paper. After looking at four or five local art stores, I couldn’t find the Fabriano cotton paper at a single one. I had no idea what the actual texture was like until I ordered it online. I took a risk in this case since it is expensive paper.

For me, I don’t exactly have paints that are “too good to use” which is a false artistic limiter anyways. The “too good to use” trap is like having lipstick or perfume that’s too good to wear, and so you never wear it, and it sits in a drawer for years on end, then becomes unusable.

While I try to stay away from “Too good to use,” I admit that I rank qualities in my head, and I prioritize what to use based on my budget and existing supplies that I have on hand. I’m more severe about paper than I am about paint - I don’t limit myself so much with the paint that I use, but I do find myself coming up with schedules and budgets for paper.

Here is my general thinking: The Traveler’s Notebook No. 27 paper is good enough for everyday use, the Fabriano cotton paper is what I reserve for commissions or something special. The Strathmore paper is in-between. It’s probably too nice to actually send the resulting watercolors in the mail, even with the best mail carriers on the planet … I probably don’t want to drop the watercolors into a mailbox and have them shuffled across state lines and dropped into other mailboxes.

Here’s how much I treasure the Fabriano paper: if I start a watercolor and make a mistake on this paper, one that can’t be ‘saved,’ I don’t throw the paper away. I put it in a paper recycling bin that I keep, and I eventually blend it into pulp and recast it as a new peice of paper using a deckle and a screen. Even if the recast paper has a tiny bit of color on it from the failed drawing, like blue or red, it usually fades out and I have a new piece of paper again, which I can try to use for crafting/collage or other pursuits. I have no problem saying I am very, very precious about this paper. Because it’s precious to me.

So there you go, these are my favorite papers for watercolor at the moment in 2024. How I really feel about paper is that it shouldn’t be forgotten, and that it should also be the first consideration for watercolor. I’ve had many people approach me over the years as I’m drawing or watercoloring, and ask me what pen I am using. I’m really flattered and I’m also kind of a direct person - if someone asks me a question, I will answer it for ten minutes if you want. I will tell you all about the pen, where I got it, how much it was, and my entire life story and where I went to art school etc etc. As a curious person, I know it can be hard sometimes to approach a stranger and ask them a question, too. With questions, I think the hope is that the answer will give the asker the most impactful takeaway. For the most impactful takeaway, I wish more people asked me about the paper.

Maybe paper gets forgotten next to shiny new paints, or we forget about it compared to a person’s talent. Or, it simply doesn’t have the best marketing. Either way I hope to keep shouting my paper discoveries from the mountaintops, because I think it’s the fastest way to up the watercolor game at every level. If a person is a beginner, or even advanced, paper is a maximizing force.

TLDR Paper List:

  1. Fabriano Artistico Enhanced Watercolor Block - Extra White Cold Press - 100% Cotton

  2. Traveler’s Notebook 027 Watercolor Paper

  3. Strathmore Watercolor Postcards

TLDR How to Find A Forever Paper(s)

  1. Try different types of paper and compare them next to each other. Truly put one watercolor next to another. I’m a cold-press person. You might not be!

  2. Compare quality and costs.

  3. Remember, nothing is “Too good to use”

Sketchbook Confessional June 2024

Welcome to June 2024’s Sketchbook Confessional! The Sketchbook Confessional is a blog where I recount all the drawings, paintings, and other efforts I made in a month. It’s my “done” list rather than my “to-do” list. The Sketchbook Confessional is a way for me to objectively survey and assess my work in a limited period of time.

June was an exciting month for me because June 22 was LAUGH or the Lafayette Art Underground Hustle, an art fair series installment that took place in a neighborhood in Lafayette, CO. I had a lot of fun and saw some familiar faces, as well as met some new people at LAUGH.

June was a good month for me to make paper art. I made several miniature paper dragon pieces and put them into series or groups as framed pieces. It was fun to do these and several have already sold.

I tried out some new papers and motifs. Some of the paper I made myself, which was satisfying. It’s great to take things from a pulp phase to a completed piece phase.

In June I worked quite a bit with watercolor, making portraits of my toddler. Above is the largest piece of this series. I made probably 6 or 7 watercolor drawings and studies of this same pose where he was sleeping. It continues to be a good challenge to draw him. He truly changes so fast, every month. It reminds me that all of us change a little bit as time goes on, even if we don’t grow as fast as babies or toddlers, we change a bit on the inside.

To work on watercolors and give them my best shot, I added some Sakura Koi watercolor sets to my art backpack. These have been fun and easy to use with my Chromatek water brush pens. Watercolor is tough, certainly, but what I like about it, is that it feels like traveling light compared to oil paint. It’s much easier to carry around watercolor sets and paper than it is to carry around tubes of oil paint, an easel, and canvases.

My new creative medium in June was … journaling, or taking journaling a bit more seriously. I’ve had a Hobonichi Techo each year for about five years now. Sometimes I will keep up with these journals very well, and I will fill out each page about things I did that day, or places I went to. Sometimes I fall behind. What has helped me keep up recently is getting a thermal printer, which has allowed me to print out little photos of things that I did that day, and stick the photo to the appropriate page. It’s been a good way to work on my memory, which was in bad shape last year with all the sleep deprivation I went through being a new mom.

I’ve enjoyed getting into washi tape as well as a journaling medium. It’s a fun way to be expressive in a journal or scrapbook without necessarily drawing everything out. With a thermal printer and washi tape, I have a fast and easy way to express how I felt about any given day.

Reading:

This month I worked on reading a couple books. I’m a few hundred pages in to this Van Gogh biography by Steven Naifeh and Gregory White Smith. It’s fascinating to me. I felt like I knew a lot about Van Gogh after reading his letters, but this biography has much more context and much more information. Since in the letters, Van Gogh writes only to Theo, there’s much more to say and know since there were 6 Van Gogh siblings, and aspects to his story that emerge from other relatives like his uncle, and his mom and dad.

I also read “A Magic Girl Retires” by Park Seolyeon. I enjoyed this book quite a bit.

I definitely needed a shorter, lighter read as opposed to the Van Gogh book so this book fit the bill for that particular task. I won’t spoil anything in “A Magical Girl Retires” but I will say there were awesome illustrations and it was a surprising, fun read. I’m very glad the cover drew me in.

Lastly, this month I started reading “Grit, Guts, and Determination” by Cole Chlouber, a book specifically about the founding of the Leadville Trail 100 race. I was born and raised in Leadville and volunteered at several LT100 races, but I certainly didn’t know the whole history of the race. It’s full of references that will be familiar to any Leadvillian and it will also be exciting to read for anyone who wants to get to know Leadville a bit more.

That’s what I got for this month! Catch you all next month.

Sketchbook Confessional May 2024

*content whatever thing, some nudity in the form of drawings included in this post, probably safe for work but only if your boss is cool

Welcome to May 2024’s Sketchbook Confessional! This is a blog where I look at all the drawings, paintings, and other art pieces I created in any given month. This blog is my “done” list rather than my “to-do” list - it is an objective way to review what I have done in a limited time frame. I also catalogue other pursuits such as reading and exercise in these blogs.

May was a good month for my work.

In May 2024 I made several pieces of paper, painted the paper, and created animal bookmarks from the paper. Mostly: dragons!

Aside from paper art, I did get outside a bit to oil paint en plein air. I found a few waterfalls to paint and really enjoyed it. I also tried a new size of painting canvas panel for the outdoors - 12 x 16. It just so happens that I have a painting suitcase that was designed to hold panels of this size, so I gave it a try. The larger format is working out for me, though I do need a decent amount of time to cover a 12 x 16 canvas, it’s been worthwhile to get these done because more space has meant more brush movement and more possibilities for me. I do have to take a whole backpack of paint for these, instead of measuring out tiny daubs of paint beforehand and packing those. Luckily at this point, I’m pretty strong from lifting my 30 pound toddler all the time, and the easel and wood suitcase are already heavy, so I figure what is the harm in taking a few more pounds?

I was really happy with this 12 x 16 plein air painting.

Here’s a painting where I had a bit less time, but still really liked ultimately and … it’s always fun to make these even if some seem to turn out better than others.

As far as drawing, I got to North Boulder ArtofModeling Figure Drawing for one session and finished some drawings I was happy with.

The above drawings were all done with a Kuretake no. 55 double sided ink brush pen, and a Chromatek water brush. I had fun. The model was amazing! I hope to get in to do this once a month or so.

At the very end of May I got a little fed up with the smell and cleanup of oil paint, and I think too that I was exhausted from plein air trips and hikes, so I bought myself a simple watercolor set. It’s been fun to fall back into the arms of watercolor. I’m still a little confused by it, so I am reading as much as I can about watercolor to bring myself up to speed. It makes me feel a bit better when I look at watercolors by masters and I can see that something eluded them in the painting.

As soon as I finished the watercolor above, the next day was June 1 so I’ll post those in another blog!

Reading:

I finished Haruki Murakami’s Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and loved it. I could not put this book down and I read it for hours at a time at night. Probably the best book about the theme of ghosting and closure that I never expected to read. Or, not a spoiler, it is sort of about Ghosting before it was a thing. I didn’t realize that it was considered the best book of 2014 by a few critics before I started reading it. I can certainly see why people felt this way. It’s my favorite book of his, though I think his book about running is kind of in its own category. Usually I give books away after reading them, or I put them in Little Free Libraries or sell them, but I think I’ll be holding on to this book for a while. There are a couple paragraphs about life that really stood out to me, that I want to go back to.

Books published from 2008 to 2019 before 2020’s coronavirus crisis strike me in a certain way. It’s the recent past at this point. Many of them seem optimistic to me. When we were all in the thick of spring and summer 2020, I could hardly bear to read some books that were published in 2018 or so. The problems or goals of the people in the books didn’t seem important to me. I guess it was one of those moments where life is so dramatic that the need for any kind of entertainment that has an ounce of drama is grossly diminished. Does a person read a mystery book while an earthquake is happening? Does anyone need spy movies if there is a forest fire nearby? In 2024, books published in this timeframe still feel to me like watching someone in a haunted house (due to the global financial crisis) walk into a room where a Covid-19 monster is waiting.

In May I also finished The Origin of Creativity by Edward O. Wilson and enjoyed it. I am not sure if he finds the answer to his questions. Much of the book’s information about the human brain was fascinating to me, as to how it is pretty much the most complex piece of matter, and our main talent as a species is to think. Regardless of whether the book has answers I will be going back to it. It is interesting to note that few other species create anything at all. I feel since this book has been written there might be more to say about animals creating kinds of art, though.

Running?

For workouts I’ve walked back most of my running and much of my fitness routine is integrated into my daily life. I carry my toddler around and if I don’t have him with me, I am usually carrying my easel and backpack. It’s been a strength spring, with bursts of weight-bearing activity rather than endurance activity. I think I will keep going in this way for a while, it’s working well for me.

This is what I got for May 2024! Catch you next time.